Dont Ever Doubt Him

Its hard to tell the whole story, but glad to start now and tell how He really do His things.
I have witnessed how my cuz hated his mother, yeah, admittedly I gave up on him.
But I have seen and heard my mom continously praying for his forgiveness. Yes, maybe she also gave up asking my cuz for that, but she never gave up asking God to soften his heart, and shame on me, I doubted it.

But hearing the news, though I am here far from them, not seeing my cousin"s face while he breaks the news on me, I felt my tears on my face. "napatawad ko na sya, ang gaan ng pakiramdam" I am ashamed for myself, not believing and doubting. Yeah, even how hard the heart maybe, hard as any stone or metal you may think, with God nothing is impossible.

GOD really rules. And now, I believe, no matter how hard this world maybe, God is working and things will happen as long as we keep on out Faith. Nothing is impossible with Him.

Lost

For the 2nd time, we have lost my brother's unborn child.
The first baby, only 2months in her mother's womb.
The 2nd one, 3 months before his due, his heart stops beating.

The moment I heard the news, I burst into tears especially when I heard my brother's cry.
I dont know what to do, I dont know what to say. I have no comfort to give, coz I also need one.
I ask God, why!? But I heard no answer. But I felt His hug, He gave me comfort. He gave me love. Now all I know, we will see 2 angels welcoming us when our turn comes.

Maybe I dont understand, and its really hard to understand. But I thank GOD for his forever comfort.

Sad, but glad! so ironic huh!

He has sOmthng beter 2giv...

f we
lose
smthng,

we
lose it
4a
risOn.

dt risOn
myt b
hArd
2undrstnd,
bT
wteVr
it is..
we jz
hv 2bLv
dt..

GOD
tkes away

wen

He has sOmthng
beter 2giv...



A text message from a friend...

The reason

I always wanted to tell and share my faith to others. But fear of being neglected, i find another way to do so. Through this...I just hope this works...

Fear of neglection is not basically the thought of "me" thing, but the fact and the idea that who they are neglecting is not me alone but God himself. I hate it when people do that. This would be hard, not all people may agree with me, not all people would see things the same as what i am seeing them now. That will be the challenge, that will be my fight.

I am not a type of people who is very vocal with my faith, so maybe others may find this weird to come from me...Yeah, that was my biggest mistake. Not practicing what I learned, its hard, but now I made that promise.

Just want to share the heart of everything, ...John 3:16

"For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that
whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life."

Remembering the Past

The moment I created this blog, I immediately open google and search for the church that I was involved during my college days. This entry is not meant to say and prove that what I did then was right, but to share that God really works in His own way. I don't want to go into details of my experiences, I am just happy that now, at least, they have realized. I just hope that they would realized everything and put this realization into action.

We are saved not by our own ways, not by our own might, nor not by our own understanding, but of God's mercy and grace.